Three weeks ago: “Maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much, but maybe this thing was a masterpiece til you tore it all up.”
Two weeks ago: “I’ve been spending the last eight months thinking all love ever does is break and burn and end… on a Wednesday in a cafe, I watched it begin again.”
This week: “All I know is you said hello and your eyes looked like coming home. All I know is a simple name, everything has changed… I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now.”
With enormous thanks to Taylor Swift for being so damned relatable!
I started dating again…slowly. Lots of chatting through the apps for a couple of weeks, and then slowly getting out and meeting people. I guess “slowly” is relative, considering I’ve met five guys in the past two weeks.
Red (Taylor’s Version) has been my soundtrack for the past several weeks, pretty much since it came out — and, as I’ve shared before, I’ve been hitting the repeat button on All Too Well, sometimes weeping, sometimes singing at the top of my lungs.
Yesterday, as I was putting on makeup before sashimi dinner with the only gentleman I’ve agreed to see a second time, I caught myself singing “I’ve been spending the last eight months thinking all love ever does is break and burn and end, but on Wednesday in a cafe, I watched it begin again…” A hopeful sign.
He chose one of my favorite sushi restaurants for dinner. He looked a little nervous when I walked in… maybe slightly less than when we’d met for tea earlier in the week. But from the moment I sat down, our conversation flowed naturally, we learned more about one another and we laughed and laughed. We savored small dishes and sashimi for nearly three hours and left as staff was turning chairs upside down on top of tables. And he walked me to my car and kissed me just enough to keep me wanting more.
Today he texted to ask for another date.
Stay tuned… 😉